I am going to get your avvie done... just not for a while.

I've had a little bit of a shock over the last four days... my mom has been to hospital twice (once on friday then again last night) so that means I've now seen both of my parents in hospital (over a 6 year period) rigged up to some sort of machine. (It was only a heart monitor for my mom. My dad was a little worse...) And I've suddenly thought, What if they don't live to see me grow up? It really has give me the shock of my life so don't expect anything from me for a while... It's always the same with me, I say I'll do something then something stops me. (school, home, ect.) I will get stuff done... Just not yet.

Thanks if you read this far. I just really needed to get this off my chest.